Why hope?

Only to be showered by disappointment.

Why wait?

Only to realize that its never coming.

Why dream?

Only to find that it will be shattered.

Why live?

When life constantly smacks you in the face.

How much will it take for one to realize?

Never again.







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I don't like waiting~ coz its like wasting precious time~ so I will jz do it straight away when i want something~ coz if I doubt means chances are slipping away..

Dream is just like a list of things that are soon to come~ but how soon will it be~??

When you don't hope...people will say you're hopeless..... isit??

Life is really challenging~ not everything will go like the way you planned it~ you must have the ability to change it for yourself.... guess i'm lacking this huh~




But i like this quote : " No matter how tough it is, life have to go on!! "

But how to overcome it???
hmm...guess i can oni answer this question myself...

oh well~
what happen to me nowadays na~ get emo or moody so easily~
1 word or phrase can just makes me fall so easily into it~


sigh...guess I'm rili holding to tight on sumthing huh~ should i try to let it go? but its not my style of doin it~
but maybe this is right :
" To love someone is to let them free... IF they come back they are always yours... but if they don't...they never was..... "

diff personality sure hav some clashes on wat they think n thoughts bout anything~

i started to have doubt to myself already for some time~ i duno why i will become lidat~ i thought everything will be jz fine~ everything can goes well~ like what we did when we first started!!!

but nowadays i cant take those small dissapointment ady...like last minute cancelling date or watever... maybe to some of u guys its not a rili big deal... but to me its like putting airplane~ guess i jz taking it way too serious dy~

no offence here but jz to speak it out so i can feel slightly better~


oh well~ i jz dun like to spend my sunday at home~ feel sien to do things alone... when i on9 early than my usual time everyone will say "ee...why so early ar today din go out ar...." or " where's ur bf?? " .... sigh....

jz cant imagine if he's working now shud hav this prob all over again~ can i overcome it? i duno~ maybe i shud jz change my way of thinking~

today i'm kinda upset is because i thought he's alone and wana spend some time with him... ytd asked him dy.. got anything mar today if got i wont go over~ but he ask me to go over first coz he can do that thing later on~ but when i got thr not long...then he told me afterward he needs to go yumcha with his fren to discuss sumthing n cant teman me... >< ... no one is at home~ not even my younger sis~ everyone have their own programme~ sis went gai gai with her girlfriend.... parents goin for golf n later go gai gai with dad's friends... left me alone...in the house with Miss Puggy.... can say its a great chance for me to go anywhere coz parents will not be home till late gua~ but too bad i'm home so early... some of u may say watch dvd lar~ watch tv lar.... == i dun like to watch alone if i dun have the mood to do so~ so i guess jz let it be lar~~ let me do the talking here!!!

oh well~ jz let me be~ i noe i'm 野蛮 in some cases~ but thats me!!!!!