有时候。。。我真的很不甘心我们只是很好的朋友。。。
我看，我真的中了他的毒。。。唉，我又不敢说出自己的感觉。。。怕那时候连朋友都不能维持那不就更糟了吗？？！！ 还是别闹了。。。顺其自然。。。
不过还是很开心她还记得我咯，我还以为他忙到忘了呢~原来他跑去度假了~呵呵。。。我真的想太多了那时候。。。

呜呜呜。。。怎么办啊~我怕我真的会越采越深~真的有些不甘心我们只是IP~不过还是随缘吧~看到他失落，还蛮担心的。。。看到他开心，自然而然心情就好转了~
前几天他在friendster回复我的comments。。。都不像以前的风格。。。我就在那一刻开始怀疑我们的交情就真的到此结束了吗？！我还忍不住宛转地问他我们是不是有问题。。。我也以为我有太敏感了~隔了一天他又回复我。。。告诉我说别误会。。。因为那时他在别的地方，很少机会能上网，所以就简单式得留言给我。。。听了他一番解释，我也感到有些内疚了~

嗯。。。他也告诉我说。。。他放弃追求那女孩子了，因为他觉得他没机会。。真不敢相信~他好像等了满久的。。。不过无论如何，我还是会支持他的~呵呵~~永远都会~
嗯。。。他也告诉我他病得蛮严重。。。看了两次医生才慢慢好转~要多多照顾自己噢~~（病毒啊~别再缠着他了~）。。。 祝你早日康复哦~呵呵~

well~ i received the booklet that my sis sent me from Australia~
its all about short courses~~

currently decided to study music~ although at first i was reluctant to go for it~ coz i wanna try something else~~ but their entry requirements is quite high~ like my music course they need 2 years of full time working experience~ so....din think much of other courses also~ and my working experience is oni 1 year and 9 months~ till next year January only fully 2 years~
but havent rili confirm bout it yet~ need to contact those admissions service first whether i'm qualified to go for it anot~ the latest to confirm is october 31st....sobz~ haiz~

Monday after seeing Doctor in Tung Shin~ in my usual routine i will go to Times Square~ but this time slightly different~ my parents will meet me thr n teman me to eat lunch!! ^^ happie~
i reach there earlier than them by 1 and the 1/2 hours~ so i spent my time in Borders~ i spend almost 1 hour in the english session~

and so when i go to the chinese session....to go n search for those entertainment thingy~ a guy was seating thr~ reading those design magazines and when he saw me...his expression was like ......errr....i also duno how to describe~ jz have a rili weird feeling that time coz he stares at me for quite some time!!!! and i din noe him at all!! then all of the sudden he began to talk to me!!! i froze thr of coz~ scare mar~ someone u duno (stranger) suddenly talk to you like u knew him lidat~ so scary!!!

he talked bout his career... asked me wat is my age n doin wat like usual~ slightly of his family matter.... n talked bout future wife....wat is he goin to do~ i rili rili got a shock~ summore he ajak me to sit down~ oh no~ i said i'm waiting for someone~ haha!! (i din tell him i'm waiting for my parents of coz~ as he asked whether i'm waiting for my bf n i said no~ )
then after a brief talk for 1/2 hour~(he's talking most of the time) i forgot to check my phone~ my dad called me 8 times but i din pick it up coz i forgot to set ~ so he gave me his namecard n he is a fashion designer~~ ooo~~~

but then at that moment my dad saw me~~ n i was like scrambling away from the scene~ i tried to push my dad away...not to let him see who am i talking to but i failed~ haha!! i quickly walked to the place we are suppose to eat our lunch~ :P i din dare to ask wat he saw dat time but he thought i was pak-to....== no lar~~~!!! i dint!!!!

today went to pavillion~ n we reach thr early so we went to GSC n try to get n watch Eagle Eye~ haha!! rili nice movie~~ same with death race also~ but this is more thrill n suspense~ haha!!! love it!! shud go n watch~ coz its worth~ duno wat happen to me nowadays~ started to watch all this action thingys le~~ last time not rili fancy~ XD wakkakka!!!

Since sunday~ i cant hear anything from the laptop~ i duno whether is the sound system having the prob~ or my sis overuse the speaker by playing meetoto almost everyday~ or its me using it everynight to play my songs???!!!!
sigh~ guess need to service it after raya~~~
hmm..... suppose to meet IP on last last Saturday when he came to PJ for a few days~ but we both also din plan much bout it so end up lidat~ din meet at all~ then after that he went back to Melaka n help his father to run the bussiness i think~ hehe...
anyway~ wish everyone having a good holiday week~~