Is this true????

Guys is everything for girls..... Girls are just part of life for guys.....


Is this true????

Why hope?

Only to be showered by disappointment.

Why wait?

Only to realize that its never coming.

Why dream?

Only to find that it will be shattered.

Why live?

When life constantly smacks you in the face.

How much will it take for one to realize?

Never again.







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I don't like waiting~ coz its like wasting precious time~ so I will jz do it straight away when i want something~ coz if I doubt means chances are slipping away..

Dream is just like a list of things that are soon to come~ but how soon will it be~??

When you don't hope...people will say you're hopeless..... isit??

Life is really challenging~ not everything will go like the way you planned it~ you must have the ability to change it for yourself.... guess i'm lacking this huh~




But i like this quote : " No matter how tough it is, life have to go on!! "

But how to overcome it???
hmm...guess i can oni answer this question myself...

oh well~
what happen to me nowadays na~ get emo or moody so easily~
1 word or phrase can just makes me fall so easily into it~


sigh...guess I'm rili holding to tight on sumthing huh~ should i try to let it go? but its not my style of doin it~
but maybe this is right :
" To love someone is to let them free... IF they come back they are always yours... but if they don't...they never was..... "

diff personality sure hav some clashes on wat they think n thoughts bout anything~

i started to have doubt to myself already for some time~ i duno why i will become lidat~ i thought everything will be jz fine~ everything can goes well~ like what we did when we first started!!!

but nowadays i cant take those small dissapointment ady...like last minute cancelling date or watever... maybe to some of u guys its not a rili big deal... but to me its like putting airplane~ guess i jz taking it way too serious dy~

no offence here but jz to speak it out so i can feel slightly better~


oh well~ i jz dun like to spend my sunday at home~ feel sien to do things alone... when i on9 early than my usual time everyone will say "ee...why so early ar today din go out ar...." or " where's ur bf?? " .... sigh....

jz cant imagine if he's working now shud hav this prob all over again~ can i overcome it? i duno~ maybe i shud jz change my way of thinking~

today i'm kinda upset is because i thought he's alone and wana spend some time with him... ytd asked him dy.. got anything mar today if got i wont go over~ but he ask me to go over first coz he can do that thing later on~ but when i got thr not long...then he told me afterward he needs to go yumcha with his fren to discuss sumthing n cant teman me... >< ... no one is at home~ not even my younger sis~ everyone have their own programme~ sis went gai gai with her girlfriend.... parents goin for golf n later go gai gai with dad's friends... left me alone...in the house with Miss Puggy.... can say its a great chance for me to go anywhere coz parents will not be home till late gua~ but too bad i'm home so early... some of u may say watch dvd lar~ watch tv lar.... == i dun like to watch alone if i dun have the mood to do so~ so i guess jz let it be lar~~ let me do the talking here!!!

oh well~ jz let me be~ i noe i'm 野蛮 in some cases~ but thats me!!!!!

Oh well....
Yesterday..... 15/5/09 (Friday) juz knew my theory result was out~~
Finally i can put down my nightmare completely....
I passed my Grade 8 theory~ Phew....lucky me.....
well~ its so unbelievable that i finally finished all my graded theory....that kind of satisfaction juz came up to me~ ^^ i'm glad n happy that this is over~ i dun need to study theory anymore unless i'm goin to uni~ weeeeeee~~~
Later that evening went to Bernice's house coz she "booked" me...so we played PS2~ ^^
** I stil won the car race 12/13 times~ ^^




I wanna celebrate celebrate celebrate~ simple one also can~ ><
but too bad no one wants~ everyone is busy with their own things....haiz.....
no mood liao lar~ emo-emo ler....
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well....apparently....~
i dun have any idea wat i'm doing around all these days.....
i'm jz like doing nothing n let the time goes by me.....
i'm juz wasting time!!!!!!!!!!
sigh....i hate it....i hate my "lifeless" lifestyle..... i dun mind to be exhausted but i juz want more enjoyable fun type.... but i guess sometimes things juz doesn't goes your way huh.....
normally sundays....everyone gathers around with their own family..... shopping or do watever they want... but for the past few months....mom n dad likes to go for golf for every saturday n sunday~ actually i dun mind them goin..... coz half a year ago i'm stil working part-time at the vet for sundays....and it doesn't affect me....but now its different.... i quit it.... coz they found someone who can do fulltime everyday instead of me juz a part-timer...well its good to have a full-timer helper too coz they are rili rili busy young vets.....
my younger sis is helping out in 1 restaurant near my house by volunteering herself....but she enjoyed it......then me.....apparently doin nothing....juz wasting time on9....watching movies alone.... i dun have that kind of passion to do things anymore....i duno why.....
so today basically juz emo-ing..... guess i'll have to be alone for the whole day till my parents are back from golf n my sis is back from work.....

Finally - Fergie

Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream
Cinderella theme
Crazy as it seems
Always knew that deep inside that there would come that day
But I would have to waitmake so many mistakes
I couldn't comprehend
as I watched it unfold
This classic story told I left it in the cold
Walking through unopened doors that led me back to you
Each one unlocking more of the truth

I finally stopped tripping on my youth
I finally got lost inside of you
I finally know I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
Its the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally

I remember the beginning you already knew
I acted like a fool
Just trying to be cool
Fronting like it didn't matter
I just ran away
On another face
Was lost in my own space
Found what its like to hurt selfishly
Was scared to give of me
Afraid to just believe
I was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place
Stumbled through the mess that I have made

Finally
Got out of my own way
I've Finally started living for today
I finally know I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
Its the best that I've ever had
Gave my love to him

Finally Finally, Finally Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something beautiful is happening, is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
Its the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally

ohhhhhhh, Finally, Finally, Finally

Friday at 27th February....since i can end my classes earlier....so had dinner with Darling loo.... so we went to 1 Utama and have T.G.I.F. for dinner.... I wana eat Paddington Pancake House at first~ but suddenly had the cravings to eat at T.G.I.F. so we decided to went in loo since it is beside us that time~ wakaka!! too hungry to walk any further ler~ Here are some pictures for your cravings~ hee ^^

Tada~~!!! T.G.I.F's Logo~~

Darling ordered this famous Jack Daniel's Beef Burger with the special sauce... ^^

Yummy....^^ Pasta with Shrimps and Chicken Breast Cubes and nice Parmesan Cheese and Tomatos....

So here is our oni pics of that day~ its kinda dark in the restaurant so cant take much pics~ oni few Food Pics available for this time~ haha!!! Well I think I better get going as its goin quite "early" of the day ler~ Good Night~ will blog next time then~ Ciaoz~

Baby boy永远永远手牵手
一步两步一起走
永远永远要记得
我们要一起生活
不管晴天的时候
不管下雨的时候
不放开手到永久
我们要一起生活
眼泪 她为你流过 也为自己掉过
对于你们的爱 她总是抱着坚强的笑容
错过那些时间 谢谢她的守候
是时候 紧紧牵她的手 带她到你的城堡裡
最近还好吗 想念的心开不了口
枯想着妳有没有好好过 担心着妳每天生活
你好吗 最近如何 照顾身体工作加油
我一个人也会勇敢好好过 不让你担心多一秒
想念着 每天每秒我们故事 每天每秒说好的事
两个人一起散步 是最浪漫的事
你是我的天使 给我力量能够坚持
那些关心问候 翅膀一样的双手 是我最幸福的所有
心裡面有你建的角落 脆弱时我能够躲一躲
妳爱我 像翅膀一样温柔的手 我要抱着妳不要再错过
你的爱 是最蓝那片天空 cuz baby girl I’m coming back home
Baby boy永远永远手牵手
一步两步一起走
永远永远要记得
我们要一起生活
不管晴天的时候
不管下雨的时候
不放开手到永久
我们要一起生活
幸福 少了妳在身边不会完整
人潮中朝你走来那张可爱微笑的脸孔
这份爱 不是悸动 守护一辈子的感动
这段路踏着幸福的每一步一起牵着手
心疼妳会睡不好 总是缩在床的一角
我要回来给妳依靠 哄妳看妳笑着睡着
照片裡 你的微笑 我们甜蜜得打闹
好希望微风把思念 代替我亲吻你嘴角
想念着 每天每秒我们故事 每天每秒说好的事
约定好去看的风景 爱谱成了诗
你就是我的天使 给我力量能够坚持
阳光灿烂午后 我又在街上走 你的影子不再寂寞
想到你的身边到不了 像个路人般看热闹
经过那个属于我们的转角 走过两个人曾经逛的街
那些店 还有熟悉的画面 oh baby girl I’m coming back home
Baby boy永远永远手牵手
一步两步一起走
永远永远要记得
我们要一起生活
不管晴天的时候
不管下雨的时候
不放开手到永久
我们要一起生活
没有办法想像 那画面
一个孤独的背影走在 小公园
一颗心 需要暖 一双手 需要牵
故事要有美好结局 需要两双手来写
永远 不是只出现在童话裡的梦
在身边 眼泪加了蜜糖甜
这句点 要完美画在无名指上
承诺的开始
恋人们 要一起珍藏

Tips for Better Life~

Tips for Better Life:

1. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.
2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
3. Sleep for 7 hours.
4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
5. Play more games.
6. Read more books than you did the previous year.
7. Make time to practice meditation, yoga, and prayer. They provide us with daily fuel for our busy lives.
8. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
9. Dream more while you are awake.
10. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
11. Drink plenty of water.
12. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
13. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
14. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
15. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
16. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
17. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
18. Smile and laugh more.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
21. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
22. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
23. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about. Don't compare your partner with others.
24. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
25. Forgive everyone for everything.
26. What other people think of you is none of your business.
27. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
28. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.
29. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
30. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
31. The best is yet to come.
32. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
33. Do the right thing!
34. Call your family often.
35. Your inner most is always happy. So be happy.
36. Each day give something good to others.
37. Don't over do. Keep your limits.

thanks for dropping by, bubu~~ though its only a short time~ like an hour??!! but thanks dear~ muackz! I miss u lots!!!
hmm...... actually i rili din expect u to come at this time~ coz u hvn have ur dinner yet~ n u're like rushing over here~ haiz~ if i knew earlier u will call before u come~ i wont cry first~ i cried is because i felt dissapointment somehow~because i wanna see u but u din come~ but in the same time i dun want u to cum coz time is running late~ n it will be a waste jz to pick me up for dinner~ i din make a choice for u coz i want both~ so mao dun lar~ thats why i told u to decide...
few days din see u...... but will be seeing u tmr le~ yippie!!!! k le....duno wat to blog also~ juz putting down the emo emotions here~ then go oi oi loo!! hehe~ good night~!!!

原本很期待今天又能够跟他渡过二人世界去吃顿晚餐，可是早上10am他sms给我说他必须下马六甲帮他爸爸做些事。其实上个礼拜他也是约了我，吃午餐或晚餐的，可是他上午有事务在身， 赶不及，然后晚上他的亲戚从澳洲回来，有dinner，也不能，but还好第二天早上我们还能见下面。因为刚巧他也在PJ那一代，而且还靠近我工作那里，就吃个饭咯。

其实像今天那样，他sms跟我说对不起，我也没责怪他或什么，虽然是临时的东西，因为我明白他爸那里的状况，需要他过去帮忙一下。我只是觉得很伤心罢了~因为见不到面咯~我知道你们会说我一天不见不行，我真的不行~but我还是会控制一下的~我真的陷入很深了~

现在的情绪好很多了~比起今早的。。。哈哈~因为那时还sensitive，一回想起他那封跟我说对不起的sms，眼睛就会湿湿的，然后泪就飙出来了~当然我也知道工作要紧啦~而且是紧急的~即使有多少个不愿意也要去完成吧~ 加油哦~

darling~ I miss you alot neh~~ i noe u wont see this blog coz i think u dun have my blog address also~ n i dun think u will finish reading it coz its all in chinese~haha!!!
Gambate in ur work ar!!! See u so tired i also worry na!!! Get some rest oo~~~ I hope to get ur good news tmr when u in KL~ hee~^^~ love you~~muackz~~

嗯，我觉得我们之间好像变了什么的，怎么说呢，应该可以说是失去以前那一种青涩的感觉吧~以前在一起时能够不顾一切的，现在却多了一份，稳中的feel吧~说话有时难免会不一样，可是我知道我的稚气还没完全消失啦~哎哟，我不知道该怎么说。

总之对我来说，我们没像以前那么单纯咯~因为各自有各自的东西忙啊~有时候约他，他有任务在身，当他约我时，我有时因工作或家人的关系而不能见面，要渡过家人拿一关，真的不容易呀~

我妈就不希望我每次往外跑，她比较prefer男友回来我们家，向我姨妈那样，每次有什么节日或大日子，她的女儿多数都会带男友会去的，而不是往外跑。我妈曾经说过也要那样~嗯~ 可是我不知道怎么样开口跟william说啊~因为据我所知他家人那里也是很多东西办的。

呵呵~anyway，希望有什么事都能坦白说出来，像我们以前那样沟通并不是问题，呵呵~只是不知怎么有时我会觉得不好意思虽然以前是属于那种有话直说。 :P 总之加油噜~gambate！！！

Happie Year 2009~

Happie New Year~ lets welcome Year 2009~!!!!
*though i think its quite late to say this~ as now is the 4th day of year 2009 ady~ kaka *

hmm~ lotz of things happened in this few months~ isnt it?? but to me yes~ someone appears in my life n let me experienced things that i had not experienced before~ thanks alot darling~ muackz~

besides that something happened to my practical exam too~ something rili rili went very very wrong~ heard ;ast two days ago that my results will be out rili rili soon ~~~ so sad to hear that~ coz i cant bear to see my own results~ i rili rili dun have the encouragement to see also~ ><

i'm not in the mood liao~~ since thats my most important exam for my whole career~ i dun think i have any hope for it also~ jz see lar~~ see how things go loo~~~ i can oni say juz go with the flow ba!!! sobz sobz sobz sobz~

at least in year 2008 happie things happened and some dissapointed things as well~ jz hope that year 2009 can be a smooth year for me loo~~ though saw those horoscope books and zodiac saying that will be ups and down for me.... jz hope for the best na!!!