Friday, July 10, 2009

Is this true????

Guys is everything for girls..... Girls are just part of life for guys.....


Is this true????

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Why hope?

Only to be showered by disappointment.

Why wait?

Only to realize that its never coming.

Why dream?

Only to find that it will be shattered.

Why live?

When life constantly smacks you in the face.

How much will it take for one to realize?

Never again.







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I don't like waiting~ coz its like wasting precious time~ so I will jz do it straight away when i want something~ coz if I doubt means chances are slipping away..

Dream is just like a list of things that are soon to come~ but how soon will it be~??

When you don't hope...people will say you're hopeless..... isit??

Life is really challenging~ not everything will go like the way you planned it~ you must have the ability to change it for yourself.... guess i'm lacking this huh~




But i like this quote : " No matter how tough it is, life have to go on!! "

But how to overcome it???
hmm...guess i can oni answer this question myself...
oh well~
what happen to me nowadays na~ get emo or moody so easily~
1 word or phrase can just makes me fall so easily into it~


sigh...guess I'm rili holding to tight on sumthing huh~ should i try to let it go? but its not my style of doin it~
but maybe this is right :
" To love someone is to let them free... IF they come back they are always yours... but if they don't...they never was..... "

diff personality sure hav some clashes on wat they think n thoughts bout anything~

i started to have doubt to myself already for some time~ i duno why i will become lidat~ i thought everything will be jz fine~ everything can goes well~ like what we did when we first started!!!

but nowadays i cant take those small dissapointment ady...like last minute cancelling date or watever... maybe to some of u guys its not a rili big deal... but to me its like putting airplane~ guess i jz taking it way too serious dy~

no offence here but jz to speak it out so i can feel slightly better~


oh well~ i jz dun like to spend my sunday at home~ feel sien to do things alone... when i on9 early than my usual time everyone will say "ee...why so early ar today din go out ar...." or " where's ur bf?? " .... sigh....

jz cant imagine if he's working now shud hav this prob all over again~ can i overcome it? i duno~ maybe i shud jz change my way of thinking~

today i'm kinda upset is because i thought he's alone and wana spend some time with him... ytd asked him dy.. got anything mar today if got i wont go over~ but he ask me to go over first coz he can do that thing later on~ but when i got thr not long...then he told me afterward he needs to go yumcha with his fren to discuss sumthing n cant teman me... >< ... no one is at home~ not even my younger sis~ everyone have their own programme~ sis went gai gai with her girlfriend.... parents goin for golf n later go gai gai with dad's friends... left me alone...in the house with Miss Puggy.... can say its a great chance for me to go anywhere coz parents will not be home till late gua~ but too bad i'm home so early... some of u may say watch dvd lar~ watch tv lar.... == i dun like to watch alone if i dun have the mood to do so~ so i guess jz let it be lar~~ let me do the talking here!!!

oh well~ jz let me be~ i noe i'm 野蛮 in some cases~ but thats me!!!!!

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Oh well....
Yesterday..... 15/5/09 (Friday) juz knew my theory result was out~~
Finally i can put down my nightmare completely....
I passed my Grade 8 theory~ Phew....lucky me.....
well~ its so unbelievable that i finally finished all my graded theory....that kind of satisfaction juz came up to me~ ^^ i'm glad n happy that this is over~ i dun need to study theory anymore unless i'm goin to uni~ weeeeeee~~~
Later that evening went to Bernice's house coz she "booked" me...so we played PS2~ ^^
** I stil won the car race 12/13 times~ ^^




I wanna celebrate celebrate celebrate~ simple one also can~ ><
but too bad no one wants~ everyone is busy with their own things....haiz.....
no mood liao lar~ emo-emo ler....
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Sunday, April 26, 2009

well....apparently....~
i dun have any idea wat i'm doing around all these days.....
i'm jz like doing nothing n let the time goes by me.....
i'm juz wasting time!!!!!!!!!!
sigh....i hate it....i hate my "lifeless" lifestyle..... i dun mind to be exhausted but i juz want more enjoyable fun type.... but i guess sometimes things juz doesn't goes your way huh.....
normally sundays....everyone gathers around with their own family..... shopping or do watever they want... but for the past few months....mom n dad likes to go for golf for every saturday n sunday~ actually i dun mind them goin..... coz half a year ago i'm stil working part-time at the vet for sundays....and it doesn't affect me....but now its different.... i quit it.... coz they found someone who can do fulltime everyday instead of me juz a part-timer...well its good to have a full-timer helper too coz they are rili rili busy young vets.....
my younger sis is helping out in 1 restaurant near my house by volunteering herself....but she enjoyed it......then me.....apparently doin nothing....juz wasting time on9....watching movies alone.... i dun have that kind of passion to do things anymore....i duno why.....
so today basically juz emo-ing..... guess i'll have to be alone for the whole day till my parents are back from golf n my sis is back from work.....

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Finally - Fergie

Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream
Cinderella theme
Crazy as it seems
Always knew that deep inside that there would come that day
But I would have to waitmake so many mistakes
I couldn't comprehend
as I watched it unfold
This classic story told I left it in the cold
Walking through unopened doors that led me back to you
Each one unlocking more of the truth

I finally stopped tripping on my youth
I finally got lost inside of you
I finally know I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
Its the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally

I remember the beginning you already knew
I acted like a fool
Just trying to be cool
Fronting like it didn't matter
I just ran away
On another face
Was lost in my own space
Found what its like to hurt selfishly
Was scared to give of me
Afraid to just believe
I was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place
Stumbled through the mess that I have made

Finally
Got out of my own way
I've Finally started living for today
I finally know I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
Its the best that I've ever had
Gave my love to him

Finally Finally, Finally Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something beautiful is happening, is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
Its the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally

ohhhhhhh, Finally, Finally, Finally

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Friday at 27th February....since i can end my classes earlier....so had dinner with Darling loo.... so we went to 1 Utama and have T.G.I.F. for dinner.... I wana eat Paddington Pancake House at first~ but suddenly had the cravings to eat at T.G.I.F. so we decided to went in loo since it is beside us that time~ wakaka!! too hungry to walk any further ler~ Here are some pictures for your cravings~ hee ^^





Tada~~!!! T.G.I.F's Logo~~










Darling ordered this famous Jack Daniel's Beef Burger with the special sauce... ^^








Yummy....^^ Pasta with Shrimps and Chicken Breast Cubes and nice Parmesan Cheese and Tomatos....




So here is our oni pics of that day~ its kinda dark in the restaurant so cant take much pics~ oni few Food Pics available for this time~ haha!!! Well I think I better get going as its goin quite "early" of the day ler~ Good Night~ will blog next time then~ Ciaoz~