有时候。。。我真的很不甘心我们只是很好的朋友。。。
我看，我真的中了他的毒。。。唉，我又不敢说出自己的感觉。。。怕那时候连朋友都不能维持那不就更糟了吗？？！！ 还是别闹了。。。顺其自然。。。
不过还是很开心她还记得我咯，我还以为他忙到忘了呢~原来他跑去度假了~呵呵。。。我真的想太多了那时候。。。

呜呜呜。。。怎么办啊~我怕我真的会越采越深~真的有些不甘心我们只是IP~不过还是随缘吧~看到他失落，还蛮担心的。。。看到他开心，自然而然心情就好转了~
前几天他在friendster回复我的comments。。。都不像以前的风格。。。我就在那一刻开始怀疑我们的交情就真的到此结束了吗？！我还忍不住宛转地问他我们是不是有问题。。。我也以为我有太敏感了~隔了一天他又回复我。。。告诉我说别误会。。。因为那时他在别的地方，很少机会能上网，所以就简单式得留言给我。。。听了他一番解释，我也感到有些内疚了~

嗯。。。他也告诉我说。。。他放弃追求那女孩子了，因为他觉得他没机会。。真不敢相信~他好像等了满久的。。。不过无论如何，我还是会支持他的~呵呵~~永远都会~
嗯。。。他也告诉我他病得蛮严重。。。看了两次医生才慢慢好转~要多多照顾自己噢~~（病毒啊~别再缠着他了~）。。。 祝你早日康复哦~呵呵~

well~ i received the booklet that my sis sent me from Australia~
its all about short courses~~

currently decided to study music~ although at first i was reluctant to go for it~ coz i wanna try something else~~ but their entry requirements is quite high~ like my music course they need 2 years of full time working experience~ so....din think much of other courses also~ and my working experience is oni 1 year and 9 months~ till next year January only fully 2 years~
but havent rili confirm bout it yet~ need to contact those admissions service first whether i'm qualified to go for it anot~ the latest to confirm is october 31st....sobz~ haiz~

Monday after seeing Doctor in Tung Shin~ in my usual routine i will go to Times Square~ but this time slightly different~ my parents will meet me thr n teman me to eat lunch!! ^^ happie~
i reach there earlier than them by 1 and the 1/2 hours~ so i spent my time in Borders~ i spend almost 1 hour in the english session~

and so when i go to the chinese session....to go n search for those entertainment thingy~ a guy was seating thr~ reading those design magazines and when he saw me...his expression was like ......errr....i also duno how to describe~ jz have a rili weird feeling that time coz he stares at me for quite some time!!!! and i din noe him at all!! then all of the sudden he began to talk to me!!! i froze thr of coz~ scare mar~ someone u duno (stranger) suddenly talk to you like u knew him lidat~ so scary!!!

he talked bout his career... asked me wat is my age n doin wat like usual~ slightly of his family matter.... n talked bout future wife....wat is he goin to do~ i rili rili got a shock~ summore he ajak me to sit down~ oh no~ i said i'm waiting for someone~ haha!! (i din tell him i'm waiting for my parents of coz~ as he asked whether i'm waiting for my bf n i said no~ )
then after a brief talk for 1/2 hour~(he's talking most of the time) i forgot to check my phone~ my dad called me 8 times but i din pick it up coz i forgot to set ~ so he gave me his namecard n he is a fashion designer~~ ooo~~~

but then at that moment my dad saw me~~ n i was like scrambling away from the scene~ i tried to push my dad away...not to let him see who am i talking to but i failed~ haha!! i quickly walked to the place we are suppose to eat our lunch~ :P i din dare to ask wat he saw dat time but he thought i was pak-to....== no lar~~~!!! i dint!!!!

today went to pavillion~ n we reach thr early so we went to GSC n try to get n watch Eagle Eye~ haha!! rili nice movie~~ same with death race also~ but this is more thrill n suspense~ haha!!! love it!! shud go n watch~ coz its worth~ duno wat happen to me nowadays~ started to watch all this action thingys le~~ last time not rili fancy~ XD wakkakka!!!

Since sunday~ i cant hear anything from the laptop~ i duno whether is the sound system having the prob~ or my sis overuse the speaker by playing meetoto almost everyday~ or its me using it everynight to play my songs???!!!!
sigh~ guess need to service it after raya~~~
hmm..... suppose to meet IP on last last Saturday when he came to PJ for a few days~ but we both also din plan much bout it so end up lidat~ din meet at all~ then after that he went back to Melaka n help his father to run the bussiness i think~ hehe...
anyway~ wish everyone having a good holiday week~~

every week i will taste different kind of taste in my medicine~ its not fixed u know~ the doctor examined u.....and then only define which kind of herbal suits me.....coz i'm going for the chinese medication so thats why sometimes the smell is good but its hard to drink~~or another way round~ the smell was not good but it taste good~ haha!! but thats seldom happen... :P

till now i still prefer the very first time i drank that~ taste really like normal herbal tea~ kinda sweet but kinda bitter at the back~

but now....its completely different~ its too hard for me to swallow >< normally i took few days to get use to the taste but i duno this week when i can get use to it~

my taste bud will be going bad soon (or another way round...shud be better??!!)~ coz took so much effort to taste so many different kind of flavors every week for my medicine~~ haha~!!

haha~~ suddenly felt like blogging in this new blog~ :P
for this blog neh~ hmm....i will write anything because i am listening to the deepest in my heart~ :P

today was a nice cool day~ work in the vet~ hmm....ntg much also~ but chat alot with dr loo~ although this few weeks is abit quiet but we are stil havin fun....chatting lar~~ checking up dogs n stuffs~ but then time stil flies~~

today was in a very good mood i duno why~ haha!! guess i'm kinda happy but i duno what am i happy-ing about~ :P can anyone tell me??!

oh ya~ juz now~ brought puggy to sit in my car n i drove around my house area~ she likes it though a lil scare~ haha!! at least she got experience to sit by herself loo~~ anyway she's enjoying looking everywhere in my car....especially when i pull the monkey that LG Wei Sin gave me~ haha!! she looks so curious~ :P

LOL~~ Puggy big big gal lo~ 6 months old dy loo~ time for spaying loo.... hope she wont on heat so soon~ :P